Yahrzeit of Rabbi Zalman Schachter-Shalomi, z”l. Fifth day of the Hebrew month of Tammuz.
So, in Reb Zalman’s honour, ALEPH Canada hosted a special Zoom event. Ten of Reb Zalman’s many Canadian students shared memories, poetry, story, or music.* Here is a short video of the words and music I was able to offer with my musical partner Charles. Introduction is by Rabbi Sherril Gilbert.
Underneath the video, I’ve included a transcript of the words I offered — with links defining Hebrew and Yiddish words. At the bottom of the page, I also share links to the websites of all the event’s participants.
TRANSCRIPT (approximate): When I was a rabbinic student in ALEPH Ordination programs, Reb Zalman was still quite involved in our education. You could say that Reb Zalman encouraged us students to find a balance between tradition and innovation. But the word “balance” would be misleading.
One month he would say, “You must bring new life to your community’s davennen practice! So, divide the congregation into two groups. Tell them to read words from the Siddur to one another as if it’s a personal letter.” But, the next month he would watch some of us do this and say, “Oy, this looks terrible! Just sing the prayers as they are in the Siddur. Also, you should all daven in an Orthodox shul for a year.” Of course, a third of us would say, “No thanks! I’ve been there, done that. I came to Jewish Renewal for something different.” And another third would say, “Great idea! But the nearest Orthodox shul is a 200 mile drive from my home.” Still, a third would go out and do it.
Or, one year, Reb Zalman would say we need more grounding in traditional intellectual learning. So, we should study the great theologians from five different religions. And then next year, he would say, “I worry that we’re losing the practical arts of Judaism. So, you all need to learn how to shecht a chicken.” Of course, you can imagine how the vegetarians and vegans among us reacted! So, no, we did not become butchers.
But, in the end, we each found our own way of being a rabbi. Still, we all received Reb Zalman’s gift of the spirit of lifelong learning and cheshbon hanefesh, self-critique.
Reb Zalman, however, did teach his core ideas consistently. Here is a glimpse of just one. Develop a personal relationship with God, he said. But he did not tell us how we should experience God. Instead, he reminded us: our tradition offers many different interfaces for our different heart spaces. God is light, lover, parent, healer, creator, ancient spirit and more. Sometimes, if you davenned the Amidah next to Reb Zalman, you would overhear him talking to God. In a loud whisper, he talked about joys and troubles. He sighed and smiled. And he always used his personal blend of Yiddish, Hebrew and English. Thus, he recommended that each of us talk with God regularly, using our own heart-language.
* Here is information on my colleagues and teachers who spoke. I’ve included a link to their websites, where possible. Rabbi Daniel Siegel, Rabbi Shalom Schachter, Dr. Charles Kaplan, Rabbi Hanna Tiferet Siegel, Lorne Mallin, Rabbi Hannah Dresner, Dr. Simcha Paull Raphael, Rabbi Sherril Gilbert & Rabbi Schachar Orenstein.