Day 11: Netzach she’b’Gevurah, Enduring Judgment
TEXT STUDY: Rabbi Simcha Bunim teaches: every person should have two pockets. In one pocket should be a piece of paper saying, “I am only dust and ashes.” When one is feeling too proud, reach into this pocket, and take out this paper and read it. In the other pocket should be a piece of paper saying, “For my sake the world was created.” When one is feeling disheartened and lonely, reach into this pocket, and take this paper out and read it. We are each the joining of two worlds. We are fashioned from clay, but our spirit is the breath of God. (Martin Buber, Tales of the Hasidim, Later Masters, 249-50)
IDEAS. Does this teaching from Rabbi Bunim suggest that no one can rest in a deep sense of well-being? Or is it a technique for finding well-being? Or…?
FEELINGS. Do you hold onto memories of criticisms that still sting? If so, how do you respond to those difficult feelings?
PRACTICES. Do you practice any version of Rabbi Bunim’s teaching? If so, what does your practice look like? Do you, for example, have an inner dialogue? Take up activities that change your sense of self? Or…?
GOD. Which of your inner tracks of thought and feeling do you think carries spiritual messages from the divine? One that reviews and corrects you? Or praises and encourages you? Or…?
About the questions
These questions take off from the text above. And they also go deeper into the daily reflections in the book Shechinah, Bring Me Home: Kabbalah and the Omer in Real Life.
There are many ways to explore these questions. You can: Tell a story from your own life. Give an example from a book or a movie. Write a poem. Analyze a concept. Offer a definition. Draw a picture. Sing a song.
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